Sadness Weeps In

I feel so broken hearted, im sure you had your fair share of break-ups. as well as rejections. sometimes you feel so stupid accepting a person because they told u that they liked your first and you hesitated and when u finally accepted, they give you a lame excuse. like distance, or time or something really stupid you feel like hitting them on the head with your cute plushie.


Epik High - One Minute, One Second

Though i seem cheerful and optimistic on the outside, people actually take it that i am. they need to understand that a person who can read body languages within a split second like moi knows how to hide my own better than that. my outlook on life doesn't mean that life was easier for me. i strive as hard as each and every one of you. i also have my own worries and problems. i also know that the obstacles i go through are different from my own peers, i don't expect them to understand what it feels like. to be constantly followed by some idiot who won't stop. to be hurt only when she thought she'd finally found happiness. to be rejected only when she had accepted an offer. talk about going against the Law of Contract lol

Epik High - One

no one knows what's inside your heart
the glass fragments raging a storm
the wounds become a sickness
all doors become a wall
doesn't it hurt?

i seriously love Epik High. good choice of words for the lyrics. i feel like i c an relate to it, a prisoner in the kind of books you read where a young damsel in distress finds herself trapped, hurt, carrying so much burden, lost. and all she does is to wait, hoping that one day, her knight in shining armour would save her. mine is well, lost.

im still thinking if i should go visit the counsellor like the dude from the IT Dept. suggested