boy

I know that being a girl, and single most importantly, we're all supposed to have a particular guy or crush we like, especially if we're into chick flicks, and lace and all the dainty, pretty things, it supposed to be normal for that girl to have at least one guy in mind that she's gushing over, if she's single.

I usually don't tell my friends who i like, i only tell them if i encounter some strange situations but never who i like. I also don't tell it out because as of late, my crushes usually just end up as a crush for 3months. It's as if after seeing them after 3 months or so, i instantly somehow get over them for mainly 2 reasons, one; they either annoy me or disappoint me. 2; i don't find them as good looking as they were before. Guys who i have no attraction towards the first time I met them do not count for this.

What bugs me is that there is this guy that do not qualify for this. I have barely uttered words to him which do not include a hi-bye, or asking him about his studies, so he obviously hasn't disappointed me, yet. And whatiswrogwithme, they're ALL supposed to get less cute in 3months, and to me, he's the opposite, i just friggin saw him again this sem and he looks cuter. grrr asdfgh!! can't he just be like all others so i can get on with life omg.

So anyway, 이 사람이다.

and this is the only clue everyone's getting.

I won't be naming names so that in future if i get over him, it'll be less embarrassing. It's annoying you know that you don't talk and the above happens. I won't describe the situation that this occurred together in any case my classmates can put puzzles together, it'll be too easy.