No, my name isn't Alice

Going to do one of those personal touchy-feely posts for a change. If you hate me and don't want to know me please close your eyes and scroll past this post. If not you might just hate me more :P

Fact 1: I've never, ever coloured my purdy hair. Yes, it's got specks and bits of golden brown in it (my friend pulled one out when i was 12 *cry*), but no, it's not coloured.

Fact 2: I was a prefect in high school. Okay, please don't rush to the store to get a bag of tomatoes and eggs and wait for me to get to uni *cry*, i'm nice, i don't bite :D

Fact 3: When I was in primary school, I got nominated for prefect but didn't get it *cry* (I need to stop crying lol). Instead I got offered to become a librarian, I rejected it. Phooey who wants to be a boring librarian looking after kiddy pre-school-like books in primary school?

Fact 4: The most commonly asked question I received in my schooling years was... yep you guessed it, "Did you colour your hair?" LOL. by both teachers, prefects and students alike *cry*

Fact 5: I can't draw for nuts. In fact, I can't even draw nuts. *cry!* And I think my stickemen drawing will make babies cry and rip up the paper ._.

Fact 6: Sometimes, when I see insects at home: lizards, cockroaches, ants, you name it, I make faces at it. No, please don't ask me to show those faces to you lol

Fact 7: I'm weird. No, not retarded/abnormal weird. Just Alice-like weird. Random. Weird.
But I suppose you know that already right?

Fact 8: Sometimes I think I'm addicted to stress, or at least I think I'm trying to get myself stressed out. I do my work pretty last minute. I study my textbooks one week before my exams. I think in high school I usually study only the night before the exam, or maybe two. *proud*

Fact 9: I like sparkly things. Pretty sparkles, not "bling bling-overdone-in-glitter" sparkles.

Fact 10: People get high when they drink alcohol. I get high when I eat too much. :P

Fact 11: I'm annoying random. To my sister that is. Take this for instance
Scene: At the parking lot, behind the metal bar collecting the parking ticket.
Me: Wave to the cameraaaaaaa...
Sister: There is no camera.
Me: Exactly ;)

Fact 12: I don't drink, I don't smoke. Known fact, Amen.

Fact 13: I followed FIFA World Cup in 2002 and I was perving on all the boys. And I was 12 at that time ;) And I'm not even following the 2010 World Cup lol. Outgrown it. :P

Fact 14: I can't draw, but I'd like to take beautiful photographs. If only I had a camera that doesn't take pixelated pictures.. I want this baby!: Lomography Diana Dreamer Camera. $65.00 at UrbanOutfitters.
!*cry!

Fact 15: I'm more Korean than Japanese ;)

Fact 16: I like spicy food. Funny how the only thing I don't eat in wasabi ==

Fact 17: I've learned over time to contain my hurt and tears up. Usually I just pretend that it doesn't hurt. Otherwise I cry, at home. But only if I decide that the pain was too much to bear and I can't just sleep it off. :l

Fact 18: You'll be amazed at how simple it is to get me to smile. I like:

cute things

oh btw, im not hyped up by the Glee thing. Its a cool show but nothing to shout ._.

funny things. as in funny slash adorable things.


beautiful slash whimsical slash dreamy and pretty things

could NEVER resist beautiful dresses and things in beautiful shapes
Fact 19: I sleepwalked once before. I was only 8 or 9 at that time ._. and my mom and dad woke me up. I dreamt that I was in an art gallery walking around. lol.

Fact 20: My first music exposure was to "The Beatles". Thank God I was psychoed with good music taste as a teeny toddler


20 facts. Turning 20 in July.
please don't give me the ._. look the next time you see me o-k? i will *cry*♥
for all image souce, hover & click.

it would have hurt less if you'd prick my hand with a needle, TWICE.

I feel so utterly vulnerable today. I tried to ignore it but I don't think I can hold back much longer. I have never scored so utterly terrible in my exams in degree, ever. I feel, well not suicidal, but instead, as if something went missing, like a spring, a spring of hope wearing out.

From time to time I'd get this weird feeling as if there's something incomplete about my life. I try to come up with possible answers to what this missing thing is, and I still can't figure it out. I doubt it's got to do with males because, well, just because. My method is easy; if you think you fell for the guy, let it pass. Let them disappoint you. And then somehow it magically flushes out of your system. Yes, I've been doing that for quite a while now, some sort of medication for my heart. After all, doesn't everyone disappoint us somehow or rather?

Sometimes I think of how much life has changed in the past year and wonder if it was ever enough. And if I'll ever get the strength, courage and endurance to strive to get to where I want to be. I just scored a 2.25 for my Managerial Accounting. And my CGPA went down from 3.6 to 3.25 in a blink of an eye. And my scholarship officially flew out the window. I don't want to be this stupid naggy blogger who comes up and starts complaining that I'm not smart, not pretty, but this is just the pits. Oh gosh, could I at least have a little bit of brains just to make up for the not so fabulous other parts of me? Now I feel as if I have nothing, no assets, none.








something to help me cope.
And then I went and spoil it.
How can I be anywhere close to good if I don't have anything to offer.

secrets ohmygee

stupid thing is a dead giveaway..
found here

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 6

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL: 7
TOTAL SO FAR: 13

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
TOTAL: 1
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL: 2
TOTAL SO FAR: 16

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL: 2
TOTAL SO FAR: 18

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush.
TOTAL: 5
TOTAL SO FAR: 23

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
TOTAL: 6
TOTAL SO FAR: 29

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police’s presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 2
TOTAL SO FAR: 31

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL: 7
TOTAL SO FAR: 38

GRAND TOTAL: 38

I'm A Bad Kid ;)

If you have less than 10, write “I’m a goody-goody”
If you have more than 10, write “I’m still a goody goody”
If you have more than 20, write “I’m average”
If you have more than 30, write “I’m a bad kid”
If you have more than 40, write “I’m a very bad influence”
If you have more than 50, write “I’m a horrible person”
If you have more than 60, write “I should be in jail”
If you have more than 70, write “I should be dead

something i found on a friend's blog and here

Romance Mathematics
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

General Equations and Statistics
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

Happiness
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Propensity To Change
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

Office Arithmetic
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

pic from wildfox couture

hightlight bold flickerflicker wheee~

My Personality
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 150cm.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to some pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve have brown.
I’ve have streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.

I am..

took another quiz again which i took before a long time ago. surprisingly i got the same person hehe..

Take the Quiz here!

You are Elizabeth Bennet of Pride & Prejudice! You are intelligent, witty, and tremendously attractive. You have a good head on your shoulders, and oftentimes find yourself the lone beacon of reason in a sea of ridiculousness. You take great pleasure in many things. You are proficient in nearly all of them, though you will never own it. Lest you seem too perfect, you have a tendency toward prejudgement that serves you very ill indeed.

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haven't read the book though. i think i might have the book somewhere around. or it could be another title by Jane Austen, can't remember. no time for books! uni! assignments! i wish i was still in high school :(

this was one of the quizzes i took a long time ago. i wanted to read this book entitled 'the luxe' by Anna Godbersen. i bought the first book but still have yet to read it. its still in the plastic all wrapped up. shh..


the book has a really pretty cover. story is set in the 19th century revolving around Manhattan's social society. think money, ambition, intrigue, gossip, scandals and you'll get the hang of what the whole series is about. need to find time to enjoy reading this.

Quiz: Which Luxe Girl are You


Quiz: Who is your True Love?
i think the second quiz either isn't complete or has a bug, i tried answering 101 ways and i still got Teddy. @__@

both quizzes from Harper Teen

aiyoo quizzes

just some quizzes i wanted to saveee..

Know Yourself Quiz

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, But you are really hiding your true self
Your friends love you because you are a good listener, They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
You are a true romantic
When you are in love, You will do anything, Everything to keep your love true

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships, Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
If you meet the right person, You will fall deeply, Beautifully in love

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life
You want to study hard, Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:
You're a practical person
Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Knowing what you like to do is important
Find a regular job doing just that, You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure
Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control, Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.






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Color Career Counsellor

Best Occupational Category
You're an ORGANIZER
Keywords : Self-Control, Practical, Self-Contained, Orderly, Systematic, Precise, and Accurate


These conservative appearing, plotting-types enjoy organizing, data systems, accounting, detail, and accuracy. They often enjoy mathematics and data management activities such as accounting and investment management. Persistence and patience allows them to do detailed paperwork, operate office machines, write business reports, and make charts and graphs.

ORGANIZER CAREERS
Suggested careers are Administrator, Secretary, Printer, Paralegal, Building Inspector, Bank Cashier, Private Secretary, Statistician, Operations Manager, Financial Analyst, Bookkeeper, Medical Records Technician, Developer of Business or Computer Systems, Clerical Worker, Proofreader, Accountant, Administrative Assistant, Banker, Certified Public Accountant, Credit Manager, Store Salesperson, Actuary, Dental Assistant, Business Education Teacher, Food Service Manager, IRS Agent, Budget Analyst, and Underwriter.

ORGANIZER WORKPLACES
Your very careful, conscientious, conservative nature gives others the confidence to trust you with handling money and material possessions. Structured organizations that have well-ordered chains of command work best for you.

Suggested Organizer workplaces are large corporations, business offices, financial lending institutions, banks, insurance companies, accounting firms, and quality control and inspection departments.


2nd Best Occupational Category
You're a RESEARCHER
Keywords: Independent, Self-Motivated, Reserved, Introspective, Analytical, and Curious


These investigative types gather information, analyze and interpret data, and inquire to uncover new facts. They have a strong scientific orientation, enjoy academic or research environments and prefer self-reliant jobs. Dislikes are group projects, selling, and repetitive activities.

nonononono... don't agree.. why is it asking me to take accounts. i hate you toopid quizzah! retake!! :((
after: zzzz.. still same results siol. i dont like this thing! == only the second one i got creator... :(







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You're a CREATOR
Keywords: Nonconforming, Impulsive, Expressive, Romantic, Intuitive, Sensitive, and Emotional

These original types place a high value on aesthetic qualities and have a great need for self-expression. They enjoy working independently, being creative, using their imagination, and constantly learning something new. Fields of interest are art, drama, music, and writing or places where they can express, assemble, or implement creative ideas.

CREATOR OCCUPATIONS
Suggested careers are Advertising Executive, Architect, Web Designer, Creative Director, Public Relations, Fine or Commercial Artist, Interior Decorator, Lawyer, Librarian, Musician, Reporter, Art Teacher, Broadcaster, Technical Writer, English Teacher, Architect, Photographer, Medical Illustrator, Corporate Trainer, Author, Editor, Landscape Architect, Exhibit Builder, and Package Designer.

CREATOR WORKPLACES
Consider workplaces where you can create and improve beauty and aesthetic qualities. Unstructured, flexible organizations that allow self-expression work best with your free-spirited nature.

Suggested Creator workplaces are advertising, public relations, and interior decorating firms; artistic studios, theaters and concert halls; institutions that teach crafts, universities, music, and dance schools. Other workplaces to consider are art institutes, museums, libraries, and galleries.

and why can't i get this zzz.. sounds more like me rawrrr..
You're a PERSUADER
Keywords: Witty, Competitive, Sociable, Talkative, Ambitious, Argumentative, and Aggressive

These enterprising types sell, persuade, and lead others. Positions of leadership, power, and status are usually their ultimate goal. Persuasive people like to take financial and interpersonal risks and to participate in competitive activities. They enjoy working with others inside organizations to accomplish goals and achieve economic success.


quiz is a racist bastard lol, all because i liked coral red...






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and from the same site

Your Career Planner Quiz results appear below, grouped under "Interests" and "Style." "Interests" are activities you enjoy, regardless of your skills. "Style" refers to the behaviors you use to get results. There are four possible rating categories organized by color.

RED = Expediting BLUE = Planning
GREEN = Communicating YELLOW = Administrating

Your Interest (Score): Green
People with Green interests like to do things that involve interaction with other people. They enjoy opportunities to influence others by debating and discussing the opinions and ideas. Most often these activities are focused on ways to help other people improve or grow personally and professionally. They enjoy the spotlight and don't shy away from a chance to be on stage. They like to think out loud and seek out other people to engage in verbal dialogue. Hobbies may include: Theater, community service projects, club member, volunteer coaching, homeowner's associations.

Your Style (Score): Blue
Career choices often are:
* Sales * Teaching
* Social * Service
* Clergy * Advertising
* Politics * Public Relations
* Hospitality * Entertainment

People with Blue strengths are good at building long term relationships with others that are based on trust and respect. They are sensitive to the individual needs and concerns of others and respond with great understanding and intuition to emotionally difficult situations. They are good at making complex decisions because they will take the time to carefully evaluate their options so they make the best decision the first time. An additional strength they often have is to think about the future and put plans and strategies in place that are focused on long term goals.

yadda yadda, yadda.. now its conflicting the financial thing with communications.

question! can't an organizer do something in the creative persuasive field?? so mean, tell me to do finance and accounts.. saya punya fashion and airhead whimsies macam mana? i'm witty and (slightly) sociable what, u guys all laugh at my jokes in uni.. i have quite a bit of self-control, i think, and im curious always.. but im also a romantic. not mehh? plus, i can arggguee.. sobs, why am i so out of place? so does this mean i'm taking human resource?

ok, too much stuff here.. hehe.